Sunday, May 30, 2010

Get Ready For The Last Test !!

yes, tomorrow, are my last final test, and my last test on my grade eight, and then, this August, I will be a nine grade on Junior High School, WAW !! 0w0" its almost nine year I've been school at Stella Maris School... And for these nine year, I already have many experience with my friends..
We laughing, we crying, we crazing, and we take a shower together when we are in retreat in Ciwiday, hahaha, it such a funny moment... it was a big secret guys..

And for these one year, I already have  :
~ the real best friend (cika, yohana, and elmer)
~ my real first love (I can't said it)
~ understand, what it a best friend must to be
~ finally, for 3 month, I can see "he" back again.. umm~ I really miss he >__<
~ make a new unbelieveble story, "This is The Way Into Love"
~ have a new many friends (auliachan, erikachan, rikusenpai, meguchan, syochan, kebochan, charachan, and many more)
~ can go to a date with him, go to the Easter concert hehehe..
and many more, that I can't remember anymore..

and then,
I just want to tell you.. dear all K&A user, maybe me, nagichan, can't visit K&A again, I don't know why, but at the last moment, I really-really feel boring with all of you. I'm really sorry.. >__<
thanks..
salut d'amour..

Ezmeralda Pawan

Saturday, May 22, 2010

My Desktop Screenshot (for K&A)

Saturday with Romance of Marionette

today was Saturday right,, and tonight I must get ready for the final exam on week.. I must hard work to give the best for me,, my parents,, and my saviour,, Jesus Christ..

today,, I have a plan,, to spend my time with my lovely Marionette,, and you should know,, who is that.. ^__^ the only one,, who I give my romantic side.. and,, I really love my lovely Marionette.. ^^V and it was my boyfriend,, hahaha.. Why I call him Marionette,, because,, last night I said this to him,, "I want to try to hug my teddy bear,, hahaha.. just kidding." hahaha,, and this morning,, I was thinking,, how if I call he,, Marionette.. my inspiration was Shugo Chara! character song,, and that character was,, Tsukiyomi Ikuto,, actually the title of the song is Tsukiyo no Marionette,, but I want to know what is the meaning of Marionette,, and after I source it up,, the meaning is doll,, like a synonym.. ^^

okay,, that's all I want to tell to you all for today.. I really confuse,, what I must write about.. hehe.. ^^V thank you for your attention,,

salut d'amour,,

Ezmeralda Pawan

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Shugo Chara! Opening 4 -- School Days


keepu no suso o kaze ni hirugaeshi arukeba
dare mo ga sotto akogare no tameiki tsuku yo
shumi ja nai toka supaishii na koto itte mo
honto no kyara wa wakatteru tomodachi da kara
kiritsu! rei! kiriri to ne gourei hitotsu kimetara
school days hajimeyou

getsuyoubi wa minna ni aeru kara suki
futsuu de futsuu ja nai shiawase
hiruyasumi wa roiyaru gaaden de ocha
himitsu no hanashi oshieteageru

nanika to itsumo batabata sugoshiteiru kedo
nanka tokidoki imi naku fuan ni naru nda
itsuka otona ni naranakya ikenai to shitara
kono shunkan o taisetsu ni shinakya to omou

ready! go! genkiyoku ippo fumidashitara
school days tsuzuiteku
kin'youbi wa minna ga sowasowa shiteru
suteki na koto aru ka na shuumatsu
houkago ni wa roiyaru gaaden ni kite
yuuhi no naka o issho ni kaerou

getsuyoubi wa minna ni aeru kara suki
futsuu de futsuu ja nai shiawase
hiruyasumi wa roiyaru gaaden de ocha
himitsu no hanashi oshieteageru

atarimae de nakanaka kizukanai kedo
futsuu de irareru no wa shiawase
zutto zutto issho ni iretara ii ne
ashita mo asatte mo sono saki mo

Shugo Chara! Doki Opening 3 -- Omakase ♪ Gaadian



naisho de oshieteageru kara
darenimo zettai himitsu da yo
zenzen otome na kyara datte
anoko to aitsu o suki datte
chokotto sora mo tobechatte
daiji na nakama ga itsumo ite
totsuzen kyarachen shichau kedo
ookina kokoro de uketomete

yubikiri genman harisenbon! (go! go!)

rakkii happii makasete ne
uchuu no heiwa wa are da kedo
minna no kokoro wa mamotchau
issho ni waraou yo!
rakkii happii makasete ne
sekai no heiwa wa sore wa sore
minna no yume nara mamotchau
issho ni V-sain! (yeah!)
issho ni V-sain! (bui!)

yaru tokya yaru tte omou kara
ganbatte nante iwanai yo
dakedo kore dake wa oboetete
itsudemo ouen shiteru tte

warawarechatte mo ii mon ne
okorarechatte mo ii mon ne
jibun ni uso tsuku kurai nara
dou omowarete mo ii jan ne
fure fure san san nana byoo shi! (go! go!)

oorai okkee kikasete ne
chikyuu no nayami wa are da kedo
minna no mirai wa mamotchau
issho ni utaou yo
oorai okkee kikasete ne
iroiro nayami wa aru keredo
minna ga iru kara kowaku nai
issho ni V-sain! (yeah!)
issho ni V-sain! (bui!)

rakkii happii makasete ne
uchuu no heiwa wa are da kedo
minna no kokoro wa mamotchau
issho ni waraou yo!
rakkii happii makasete ne
sekai no heiwa wa sore wa sore
minna no yume nara mamotchau
issho ni V-sain! (yeah!)
issho ni V-sain! (bui!)

Shugo Chara! Doki Opening 2 -- Shugo! Shugo!



Yes! Yes! Let's go! Yeah! Yeah!

shugo shugo dayo Yes
ude wo futte HOP STEP JUMP
massugu aruiteku
shugo sugiru yo Yes
yume mita koto zenbu
hono ni kanatte yuku kara
kyou wa donna KYARA ni naru
taisetsu na no wa sunao na kimochi

doko made icchau doko don icchae
HAATO wa itsudemo ANROKKU dekiru
don don kawaru doki doki shiteru
minna to watashi no kokoro shinjite aruite iku
massugu ni

oha shugo mou ni
me wo samaseba hora re
kiren wa naotteru
oya shugo gunnai
yoru ni naru ko nanka
iroi no kanaecchau kedo
motto ashita wa kyou yori mo
ichi ni narutte omotte miyou

shindoku nattara chotto kyukkei
nakushicha ikenai mono ga aru kara
donna toki demo doko ni itatte
hitori ja naitte kizukuite iru yo kanjiteru yo
daijobu


doko made icchau doko don icchae
HAATO wa itsudemo ANROKKU dekiru
don don kawaru doki doki shiteru
minna to watashi no kokoro shinjite aruite iku
massugu ni

Shugo Chara! Doki Opening 1 -- Minna no Tamago


pyon pyon fumu fumu yeah yeah
howa howa kira kira yeah yeah
tamago wa nani iro? yeah yeah yeah

ijiwaru na koto itte mo   daisuki datte shitteru
kenka wa shocchuu dakedo   itsudemo soba ni iru kara

shinjite kuretara   nandemo dekichau
sou dakara HAATO wo ANROKKU shite

naritai koto tsutaetai koto
daiji na koto hontou no koto
jibun no koto kizukanai koto
fushigi na koto shiawase no koto
zenbu tamago no naka ni aru yo

kuru kuru bon bon yeah yeah
puku puku tsun tsun yeah yeah
himitsu no tamago wa yeah yeah yeah

mieru hitomi wa mierushi   mienai hito wa mienai
demo ne kokoro no naka ni wa   minna tamago wo motteru

waratte misete yo   ouen shichau yo
ichiban no mikata nandakara

genki na toko tsuyogari na toko
yasashii toko namaiki na toko
makenai toko yume miteru toko
sunao na toko waratteru toko
zenbu tamago no moto ni naru yo

naritai koto tsutaetai koto
daiji na koto hontou no koto
jibun no koto kizukanai koto
fushigi na koto shiawase no koto
zenbu tamago no naka ni aru yo

pyon pyon fumu fumu yeah yeah
howa howa kira kira yeah yeah
tamago wa nani iro yeah yeah yeah

Have Said It

good morning everyone !! finally,, I have said it to him.. but I found something different with the sentences.. I found out a new one,, and a good one.. this is it..

"(sing) "happy birthday to you,, you live in a zoo,, you smell like a monkey,, and you look like one too".. hahaha,, I love you,, wish you all the best and GBU forever.."

hahaha,, maybe it was not funny for a boyfriend,, because,, after I thinking all night !! that sentences was for a long relationship more than a year,, but me,, he,, we,, us.. we just already has a relationship for 1 month 3 week and 5 days,, there are 4 days to make it 2 month.. I know it well,, because,, "I count it on" hahaha,, just like what August Rush said..

okay,, enough for this morning~ hope I can still writing a new post again next time..
salut d'amour


Ezmeralda Pawan 

Friday, May 14, 2010

His Birthday

fuuuh~ I need an hour to find out a good and romantic but simple words,, for his birthday.. and FYI,, his birthday was tomorrow !! and I already invited by himself !! wew ~^w^~ but,, I can't come to his party at Teras Kota,, because I already have a promise with my father and my sister,, tomorrow,, I will buy a new phone,, Blackberry Javelin,, yeaaah !! and we will buy a birthday cake for my mother.. she's birthday was on 16th of May,, and Theo was 15th of May.. ( ", )

and this is four sentences,, for the fourteen birthday of Theo,,

" you’re not growing older,, you’re growing better.. I never thought we’d make it this far,, but now I know that we’ll keep going forever.. I love you,, happy birthday.. sorry I can't give any present for you.. "

yes !! I can't give he a present for him,, it was because,, I don't have any money anymore to buy something good at shop,, or maybe I can give he something on Monday,, I can buy something tomorrow,, and give to he on Monday,, great idea !! \^0^/ and for these Monday,, I already have a great,, excellent surprise to make he crying or scared !! hohohoho~ sorry,, but I can't tell the plan.. but the people who will help me to surprised Theo is,, me,, Cika,, Lovi,, Yohana,, and Anto !! yeay !!

hope this plan will we can do as I dreamed.. ^,^
and,, I hope he will really-really happy with the "Birthday Wishes Words"
and once more,, thank you very much,, you want to open my blog..

salut d'amour,,


Ezmeralda Pawan

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Love Poem

I close my eyes, and there you are;
you dazzle me, from near and far;
your silhouette - it strikes me too;
no other like it, uniquely you;
all perfect curves, from head to toe;
from hips to calves, from eyes to nose;
both inside and outside, your brilliance flows;
I crave your kiss, my heart explodes;
still strong without you, I remain;
though hard it is, each passing day;
I am bolstered too, each sunless night;
your voice I hear, turns dark to light;
I want you now, stay near to me;
eyes open wide, still you I see

By : Bryce Johnston

a new another page of my life...

good morning everyone,,
maybe you already look at my new title on my blog..
yes,, I choose "Chocolate, Peppermint, and Rum"
I choose those three flavour,, because I always meet these flavour on my life,,
1st ,, CHOCOLATE
I was in love with chocolate,, when my heart doesn't fell right,, when I was confuse,, angry,, sad,, frustated,, happy,, in love,, anything I fell down.. to make my heart fell cozy.. 0w0

2nd ,, PEPPERMINT
when I was little one,, when my nose doesn't fell better,, my mom was give me a candy with peppermint flavour,, it was a souvenir from Japan from my auntie... when it was in my mouth,, my nose was felt better than before,, and until now,, when I was have a influenza,, my mom still give me a peppermint candy~ I love peppermint !!

3rd ,, RUM
as we know,, rum was a essence for food,, to make the food has a good smell.. and my grandmother,, always use rum for making a pudding !! yummy !! its not only at the pudding but at the fla too~ so,, don't fell weird after you eat many pudding made by my grandma,, you fell confuse.. hahaha ^w^

and,, I want to tell all of you..
Chocolate, Peppermint, and Rum was made a new another page of my life,,
when I was fell cozy,, angry,, sad,, happy,, lucky,, frustated,,
when I was sick,,
when I was hungry,, happy,, confuse
and
when I was remember all of you,, I'll remember Chocolate, Peppermint, and Rum...

salut d'amour


Ezmeralda Pawan 

why people can hurt the other feeling without feeling how hurt their feeling ?

why,, many people can hurt the other feeling without thinking,, how hurt their heart,, when they do that....

I was thinking about this sentences,, and crying because these sentences..
it was because my friend,, has make my friend's heart hurt... but she not thinking my friend feeling.. and me,, nagichan,, was understand that feeling.. okay,, I don't want to discuss about this..
but,, what do you feel..
if you are in love with someone,, you go anywhere with her/him,, but !! not far from this time,, just a week or two week,, you have break your relationship with someone,, that really-really love you.. and then on the next week,, you are already have a new relationship ?? what do you feel ?? its must be hurt for a normal people.. and not hurt for an abnormal people,, they will feeling happy,, and comment on my question,, "I'm not thinking anymore about she/he,, and I was already hate she/he"

even if you're hate with she/he,, she or he must be have been in your heart,, even if just for a time,, but you have been in love with she/he..
and I just want to tell you,, I was have been feeling the worst thing in my life,, that I know,, you never felt that.. and,, don't make someone are in love with you hurt because of you.. or she/he will really-really hate you,, and you will feel sorry to she/he.. and as you know,, time can be repeat..

salut d'amour


Ezmeralda Pawan

Friday, May 7, 2010

2 Couple Date !!

today,, I was really happy.. 'cause,, its my first time to have a date on school.. but,, I was not alone with Theo,, but there was Lovi and Anto.. actually,, they was hasn't in a relationship,, but.. after this test,, Anto said,, he will confess his feeling to Lovi.. uwwh >3< just like a comic story !!

our first destination,, is Music Room..
I practice violin right there,, and Anto and I was duet between Violin and Guitar.. haha ~^o^~ cool right ?? hihihi ^___^V and then Anto and Lovi starting to leave me and Theo,, just two of us inside of the music room.. I don't know why,, but,, I feel,, i usually like that.. why I must scary or shame,, he's my boyfriend right ?? ^__^ and the worst part,, it was when,, Anto call pak Markus and make he come to look inside the music room Anto was said it loud "pak !! sini pak !! parah pak !! ada yang lagi berduaan di gelap-gelap pak !!" Anto was turn off the light,, but I still can see all of the room,, there is many window,, so it was help me.. but,, when pak Markus know,, I was so histerical.. I was scared,, if my mother and father know.. actually,, I was already have a boyfriend >__<


and then,, move to our second destination..
is,, the park.. beside the basketball field..
this time,, Anto and Lovi was trying to make Theo was sit beside me.. because,, on the first position,, he seat so far from me.. and Anto was push him to make Theo sit close to me.. =3="a are he wasn't has another job then make me and Theo shame in front of our friends.. 0_o"a
!
continue it to the sixth destination,,
 it was when I was on the stairdown to go to the hall.. and when I was hold Theo's lunch bag,, Cika was take Theo's bag.. (hahaha ^^"a sorry CIka !!) Theo was running to take his lunch bag.. so I give his lunch bag right ?? but !! Cika,, Anto,, and Lovi was said this loud "ciee..woow.." and not too lame,, "boleh nggak kita mau ngomong sesuatu ?? PRIKITIEEW !!" actually I really don't like this part.. huff.. and then he was go home..


and me,, Cika,, Lovi and Anto was wait until 3.00 p.m. and one by one of us was go home,, and,, just like Spongebob says,, . I . T . S . T . H . E . B . E . S . T . D . A . Y . E . V . E . R . ! ! !


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Its A Short Story About Singapore

good afternoon guys !! now,, I want to presentated photos when I was on Singapore ^^,


look,, there was Gucci behind of me.. on the top at left side.. hahaha,, it was on Ngee Ann City,, or as we know as Takashimaya Shopping Center,, and the Gucci was on Paragon
 
universal studio !! ~>
 
all these photo was when I was on Universal Studio Singapore..
actually,, there is more many photo,, but it was too lame,, to wait to upload the photo.. hahaha

Monday, May 3, 2010

New Page of Japanese Artist

This time,, I have new guy,, who make my eyes was shiny,, when I was look at his picture.. he was so cute,, and I still don't believe.. he was an actor and act as Earl Ciel Phantomhive at Kuroshitsuji Musical 1.. this is it..

 Sakamoto Shougo *ala chef Faraquin hahaha ^o^ just like a tv show*
 
cute right !? he was look like a bishounen boy on anime,, but he was act as a cool person,, a killer.. and cold blood.. woooo.. kakkoi nee~ (its being a long time I not using Japanese words)
hahaha XD ~
okey,, enough for this time.. see you on next posting.. byebye.. ^^/

I'm Sorry

Minna san,, buat kalian yang liat postinganku sebelumnya,, gomenasai.. >_< dan bagi seseorang yang Aku marahin,, yang Aku tuju sebenarnya.. hontou ni gomenasai !! >___<
Aku nggak tau harus gimana lagi,, Aku dirumah itu kesepian,, kakak-kakakku udah pada besar,, sementara Aku sendiri yang masih kecil sering ditelantarin,, mamaku sering pergi.. mereka baru bisa pada ngumpul dan peduli dan perhatian sama Aku cuma kalo Aku sakit,, sementara,, kalo Aku lagi sehat,, kita tuh dirumah kayak punya kehidupan sendiri-sendiri..
Aku pengen punya seseorang yang bisa temenin Aku,, yang bisa Aku bayangin,, dan setiap Aku bayangin bikin Aku seneng.. dan Aku pengen,, orang ini bisa mengisi hatiku.. Aku cuma bisa kasih besarnya perasaanku ke kamu.. Nggak ada yang lain,, mungkin hal ini masih belum cukup bagi kamu,, cuma perasaanku,,
tapi,, Aku nggak punya apa-apa selain ini.. Aku pengen bisa jadi yang terbaik buat kamu.. Aku pengen bisa bikin kamu bahagia,, jadi kamu mau selalu ada disampingku..
dan Aku suka banget kata-kata kamu,, Aku nggak tau maksut kamu untuk hindarin Aku atau gimana,, tapi.. setiap sms terakhir yang kamu kirim ke Aku sebelum Aku tidur.. itu udah bikin Aku tenang,, dan Aku bisa mimpi indah,, apa lagi mimpiin kamu,, Aku udah merasa,, its the best dreams ever !! XD ~ mungkin temen-temenku bakalan anggep kata-kata itu gombal,, tapi,, bagiku kata-kata kamu itu tulus.. mulai dari sms kamu waktu hari Sabtu tanggal 1 Mei,, "i love you too,, byebye sweet dreams darling" ,, tadi malem Minggu 2 Mei,, " dada say,, i love you bye,, sweet dreams..." Aku udah reda,, dan bisa bikin rasa sakit ku mendingan.. itu semua karena kamu ^____^

This all,, just for you....
Salut d'amour,,
Elizabeth Nagi Topaz Jeanette

Sunday, May 2, 2010

illfeel

it was Sunday night,, many couple will have a romance night,, they have a date,, calling his/her boyfriend or girlfriend,, sending message,, or anything they like to do,, but they was together..

But,, me !? when he was sick,, I was scare,, he can't go to school tomorrow,, and I can't meet him.. I try to make he comfort than before.. (ok I'm starting confused to make a sentences by English language) Jadi,, waktu dia sakit,, guw temenin dya,, guw udah ketakutan setengah mati kalo guw gak ketemu dya sehari aja,, waktu di Singapore aja,, tiap bentar guw liat fotonya di hape,, sampe hape guw lowbat,, masih aja guw liatin.. tapi,, giliran guw yang sakit..
guw ditelantarin !! dya enak-enak kan main game.. guw sih nggak apa-apa,, tapi bisa nggak sih perhatian sedikit.. okay,, bagi guw lo udah kasih ke guw.. tapi,, lo nggak temenin guw smsan,, padahal waktu itu guw temenin.. guw sih,, no problem,, lo mau main sesuka hati lo,, sampe lo tepar silahkan...
tapi bisa nggak,, guw dikasih sedikit waktu lo.. guw udah pernah ngomong kan !? guw pengen lo luangin,, beri guw sedikit waktu yang lo punya.. dan sampe sekarang,, baru pertama kali lo bilang ke guw,, kalo lo kangen sama guw,, apa selama ini lo nggak kangen sama guw,, kita nggak ketemu.. guw aja,, rasanya,, nggak ketemu lo sehari aja,, nggak liat lo aja.. guw berasa lemes,, nggak niat hidup tau nggak,, karena guw sayang banget sama lo.. lebih dari yang lo kira..
besar perasaan guw ke lo tuh,, nggak yang kayak di bilang Lovi,, kalo kita itu jamannya cinta monyet,, bukan cinta karena nafsu,, atau kekayaan.. guw udah berhasil ngelupain Aditya,, dan guw bisa suka sama lo,, lebih dari perasaan guw sayang sama Aditya,, yang dulu guw bisa dan nekad terima dia apa adanya,, padahal guw belum pernah ketemu sama dya sama sekali,, tapi.. lo ?? kita udah kenal dari SD,, lo pernah jadi sahabat guw.. dan seharusnya lo mengerti guw,, tapi apa !! nggak.. memang nggak bisa guw membuat lo menjadi apa yang guw harapkan,, tapi.. bisa kan lo kasih sedikit harapan guw mengenai lo,, biar guw seneng..biar guw makin sayang sama lo.. please,, jujur guw mulai capek..
dan,, kayaknya musuh guw untuk jadi orang yang nomor tiga di hati lo itu ada beberapa halangan ::
~> Papa & Mama kamu,, & Nael
~> PR
~> Game
dan,, guw kalah dari semua itu,, dan sepertinya guw ditempatkan di tempat kedua sebelum terakhir,, yang paling terakhir itu,, orang-orang yang lo benci,, dan pengen lo hapus dari dunia ini.. kalo memang lo nggak seneng sama guw,, ngomong.. guw pengen bisa jadi yang terbaik buat lo.. bukan bagi orang lain,, tapi bagi lo.. guw pengen lo bisa melihat guw secara keseluruhan,, bukan setengah-setengah.. kalo perasaan guw ke lo nggak setengah-setengah,, tapi lebih dari yang lo bayangkan..

Love you,,
Elizabeth Nagi Topaz Jeanette

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Sport Activity...

today,, my friend Cika and Anto has come to my house,, we was laughing,, gossips,, and joking.. and as my friends know,, Anto who was has the best joke ever,, he can make us laughing very loud,, with his weird act and funny face... ^__^ Lovi was lucky to be fall-in-love with he.. Lovi must be has a good drugs to make she more younger than before.. hihihi,,
and the best part is,, when Glen was call Cika,, we was listen to what he said,, what he tell about his feeling to Cika,, but I already know what he will be tell to Cika,, its about a film "How to Train Your  Dragon" =3="a boring....


okay !! stop to talking about what happen today again,, now I will give to you all,, a new reference from me.. to a sport activity,,


okay,, friends,, it was my reference for now,, sorry I only can give you 1 references just now.. I still confuse to make a good references.. and I must concentrate to the subject at school,, or I will be failed on the test this May.. huhuhu >__< wish me luck okay !!

Pandora Hearts Music Box -- Lacie