once upon a time

Hello everyone, long time no see, yeah, i don't have an enough time to create a post,but, yes, i really miss to share my story right here. Actually, if i have an enough time i would tell you all of it, but poor me, i don't have time... Okay, what i want to tell you now is... I have a prince now, ah, no 2 prince. Are the handsome? YES Are they smart? YES, one of them are really genius, he used to win a math competition when he still in junior high school. Can they sing, or dance, or do anything about art? YES, both of them had an amazing voice, one of them is part of the lead dancer, and he can play harmonica and keyboard. Are they kind? OF COURSE!!! Then who are they? THEY ARE KIM JONGWOON A.K.A. YESUNG AND CHO KYUHYUN A.K.A. KYUHYUN!!! yes they are Korean, and both of them are member of The King of Hallyu Wave, Super Junior. and both of them are 2 prince that i've told you before, and i'm gonna tell you why i love them so much. Because, Yesung oppa teach me to waiting for someone that i love [song - Waiting for You], even for a thousand years, and will love the feeling even i have to die and born again, and feel hurt so much [song - It Has to be You] And, Kyuhyun oppa teach me, i have learn a new love, even it's really hurt, but i must believe there is someone waiting for us, and will love us until the dead separated us [song - Love Again] And, that's all i want to share with you... AH! I almost forgot! if there is an ELF who read this, please vote uri Superman for Global Star nomination, uri leader for Variety Star nomination, and Choi Siwon for Social Artist nomination, all of it at global.mnet.com/choice/vote.m it's not me, even for you, but it's for Super Junior! Let's we prove to the world, URINEUN ELF-EO!!!

to ELF

this post, especially i made for asking and look about your reaction,

“what will you do, if you were obsessed with a korean boyband, super junior and one of your friends said they (super junior’s member) are gay! because they dancing girl’s dance move and put a make up on their face. and every girl who loved them must be blind, and any boy who liked them must be a gay too.”

what do you think about it? and what will you do to this kind person?

send your answer to here: yeahwonyekyu@gmail.com

i just want to know how much ELF love their princes

i’m proud being ELF! :)

Founding The New Me

Haiii... Long time no see, i've so many homework and projects to do so i have no time to make a new post, but its already holiday and, Christmas is Coming to Town guys! Get ready for the Jingle Bells's rock...
Yesterday i've just finish an entepreneur camp, Bong's Camp by Bong Chandra School of Billionaire for 3 day at Lembang, Bandung.. I receive so much great friend, great experience and a great changes,ni think i have change so much than the old me... At that camp the coach, Bong Chandra it self teach us not about entepreneur and business but also attitude, livelihood, and a relationship with the others... We have so much exciting games, not just indoor games, but also outdoor games, and that was so amazing moment!! We work as a team from different school, different age, but we had a great teamwork, and our coach teach us some words to make us more enthusiastic and it was...

"Good is gonna make people like you
Great is gonna make people love you
Outstanding is gonna make people tell a story about you"
-Bong Chandra-

And

"live with PASSION, be OUTSTANDING, and be WOW!!!"
-Bong Chandra-

the one of the hard part of my life

bagi kalian yang masih jomblo atau lagi bahagia-bahagianya dalam masa pacaran, pernah gak sih kalian ngerasain sakit hati yang bener-bener sakit, dimana semuanya serasa gak ada artinya, kalian nangis sampe meronta-ronta tapi gak ada lagi yang bisa kalian lakuin, karena semuanya udah lewat, itu masa lalu, gak ada yang  bisa dirubah, semua penderitaan yang udah kalian alami ditambah penderitaan yang baru kalian alami, kesedihan, kekecewaan, penyesalan, semuanya langsung datang secara tiba-tiba dan membuat kalian tak berdaya...

yaa aku pernah merasakan itu...

lalu setelah itu datang seseorang yang baru, dia membuat kalian selalu kegirangan setiap mendengar namanya, membuat jantung kalian berdebar dua kali lebih cepat dari biasanya ketika berada dekat dengannya, apalagi dia seorang yang misterius, membuat kalian semakin ingin mengetahui dirinya lebih dalam...

yaa aku pernah merasakan itu...

setelah itu, seseorang yang cukup dekat dengan kalian atau kalian bisa memanggilnya 'sahabat', seseorang yang kalian percaya, kalian saling berbagi dan bercanda ria bersama, merasakan duka bersama, lalu lama kelamaan ada sesuatu yang kalian rasakan, sesuatu yang lebih dari perasaan menganggap sahabat kalian adalah seorang sahabat, tapi perasaan sayang dan cinta, namun kalian tau siapa orang yang di sukainya, orang itu adalah sahabat kalian yang lainnya, seorang perempuan yang dekat dengan kalian, kalian tau perempuan ini  menyukai siapa, tapi kalian tidak ingin mengecewakan 'sahabat' kalian ini, tapi sudah kesekian kalinya kalian berkorban untuk perempuan ini, sahabat kalian sendiri, dan suatu hari, 'sahabat' kalian mengatakan 'aku sudah tidak ada rasa lagi kepadanya' namun semua itu berubah ketika malam tiba, dia menyatakan dengan jelas kalau dia masih menyukai sahabat perempuan kalian...

yaa aku pernah merasakan itu...

bagaimana jika semua itu berlangsung hanya dalam waktu 1 minggu, kalian merasakan sakit, lalu kebahagiaan,  lalu perasaan yang melambung tinggi, lalu dihempaskan dalam waktu yang begitu cepat, sakit seperti apa yang akan kalian rasakan? kalian mungkin tidak dapat membayangkannya, tapi seperti yang sudah ku bilang dari sebelum-sebelumnya...

yaa aku pernah merasakan itu...

My New Video Clip Project :)

hai everyone, today i want to share a new project from me, not a photography or cinematography, but its seems like a video clip, but i made it from some photos, and i will be the photographer and the director for this video clip, because i take a song, that already being public, a France language song, but sang by a Canada's people, her name is Béatrice Martin or you maybe know she as Coeur de Pirate, and i will use one of her song is, C'était Salement Romatique, you maybe want to hear the song first, and yeah here it is :)

C'était Salement Romantique - Coeur de Pirate

how is it? She's beautiful and extremely amazing right? ahahaha, i really love to hear her songs, especially that song :) and for my video clip, i will upload it to youtube and promote it when it already done :p haha

i think enough for this post, see you when i already finish my project :)

sebenarnya buat apa sih?

satu hal yang masih gua bingungin sampe sekarang, buat apa gua ol? hampir tiap hari lagi... apa buat nunggu seseorang ngechat gua? (bukan si Ari tentunya) atau nunggu buat seseorang ol lagi? aaah щ(º⌂ºщ) pusing sendiri gua, mungkin pada bingun apa permasalahan gua kali ini, tapi gua gak bisa ceritain semuanya secara rinci, kalo gua ceritain semuanya itu sama aja gua menuh-menuhin wall blog gua cuma buat hal gak berguna yang udah terjadi di masa lalu, dan sekarang gua mau buang jauh-jauh hal itu...

gua suka sama seorang cowok, tingginya gak lebih tinggi dari gua, kurus, cakep (OF COURSE!!! itu syarat utama untuk jadi cowok gua :p) dan yang paling gua suka itu, dia baik dan perhatian, sayangnya untuk hal ini gak cuma ke gua doang, tapi hampir ke semua orang, karena dia orangnya cuek, tapi friendly, bingung gak?? kalo bingung gua jelasin, jadi kalo kita gak deket sama dia, kalo kita gak ada interaksi sama dia, dia itu orangnya cuek kayak bebek, nyebrang jalan gak pake mikir, tapi kalo udah ngobrol ama dia, orangnya sebenarnya friendly dan enak buat diajak ngobrol, seru and kocak abiezz hahaha...

dan sekarang, semenjak gua suka ama orang ini, banyak mujizat terjadi, bukan ke keluarga gua, tapi banyak kebetulan-kebetulan aneh yang gua alamin, antara gua dan dia, terutama dalam hal yang dipake, udah dua kali gua pake baju dengan warna sama secara BENER-BENER GAK SENGAJA O_O gua juga bingung, kenapa bisa gitu?? hahaha, oke sebenarnya itu gak terlalu penting... -__-

hmmm, tapi yang jelas gua bukannya nulis begini mau nunjukin kalo gua udah buang jauh-jauh masa lalu gua, tapi gua masih berharap, orang yang gua maksut (semoga dia baca post gua ini) bisa nentuin jalan hidupnya, beda jauh dengan apa yang gua pilih, karena "selama dia bahagia, maka aku juga akan bahagia" #eaaa ngutip dari dialog Fujisawa Tatsuya - Autumn in Paris :p yaa semoga lo tau, kalo gua udah nemu pengganti lo, yang mungkin  lebih baik dari lo, dan temen-temen gua sebagian besar setuju kalo gua ama dia, semoga lo nemuin orang yang lebih baik dari gua ;)

OHIYAA!!! for the visitor, i'm not forgot about you, hahaha, this time i just want to promote my tumblr, you can see many pictures that i take from my camera, but not all of them, but some of them, i hope you can reblog, or just like it :p you can clik here < yeah just clik that word :) and i almost forgot about this one

HAPPY EID MUBARAK :D

for anyone who celebrate it

i think enough for this time, sorry i can't write as much as i can do at the past time, i'm in a holiday, but there are so many homework waiting for me... duh, it's make me uncomfortable -__- okey, see you next time... byebye

Lagu Untukmu

this song i made for a group in my class named 10211 and the members' are Jeffrey, Dito, Timothy, and Alvin. Jeffrey ask me to made a poem that can be a song for them, so they will use my poem, and change it into a songs' lyric. And i want to show up to you, my poem, i made it in Indonesian language.

kulihat dirinya,

wajahnya, senyum manisnya,

mengalihkan duniaku...

berdebar hatiku setiap melihatnya,

kuingin dia jadi milikku,

kuingin dia disisiku slalu,

oh kasihku...

kutatap wajahnya,

mengembang senyumku,

tak mampu ku berkata-kata,

ingin rasanya kunyatakan,

kucinta padamu...

waktu trus berjalan,

tiap malam kupikirkan dirinya,

kukenang waktu yang kulalui,

dengan dirinya,

kuhabiskan malamku,

menanti pesan darimu...

kubayangkan wajahnya,

mengembang senyumku,

tak mampu ku berkata-kata,

ingin rasanya kunyatakan,

kucinta padamu.

tetapi,

ku tak ingin tergesa,

ku hanya mampu memendam perasaan ini,

ku takut, kau memilih yang lain...

by: Me & Mila

for: 10211 & Jack 'n Jill

heyho!!!

hello guys, i already became a senior high school student, YIPPEY!!! and my new class is X.3, hope my new class was full of happiness and lot of laugh at the right time of course hehehe... and finally i'm back to my lovely blog, after a very long holiday, and a jail of homework haaah... today i want to promote my new little gallery, actually this is my tumblr, hehehe... this is it, my tumblr,

fullofiridescence.tumblr.com

it was my little photography and some result of photoshoot from other people, especially the result of Zachary Quinto's picture, you can found a lot of Zach picture in my tumblr, and you can found my result of photography, that i took all around of me, just like what i said, what i took, its what i see ;) i think its enough for this time, i don't know what i have to say anymore hehehehe... see you on the next post ^_~

my new camera :D

hai guys, today i want to tell you about something that my father and i go to bought, i bought my new camera almost a week ago. My father has a promise to buy a SLR camera for me, and he did it! yeay! for now, i still learn to use it, and i'm happy, finally i can save what i see, and i can remember it when i almost or already forgot about it :) that why i call a camera is help my memory :D and this is it :)

on the next post, i will posting about my photograph result :)

DICARI!!! ALAT/PENYEMBUHAN UNTUK ANJING LUMPUH (Indonesian)

hallo semuanya,, postingan kali ini, gua mau memperkenalkan kedua anak anjing gua yang baru 1 bulan, ini dia...

yang sebelah kiri namanya Lotta, dan yang sebelah kanan namanya Carlo, ini foto mereka berdua pas lagi tidur :)

ini waktu Carlo lagi tidur, kupingnya digigitin sama Lotta

tapi, yang mau gua perkenalin lebih dalem itu Lotta, soalnya dia favorit gua.

ini dia foto-foto Lotta waktu lagi tidur

ini dia, Lotta...

jadi sebenarnya, kedua kaki belakang Lotta itu lumpuh, bisa dipake jalan, tapi gak bertahan sampe satu menit kurang lebih, dan malah bisa split!!! jadi kalo dia mau duduk, malah merosot ke belakang, karena gak ada yang nopang berat badan bagian belakangnya. karena kasian, jadi gua berniat buat cari alat buat anak anjing gua ini... bagi followers atau bahkan yang cuma iseng-iseng mampir blog, kalo punya info, tolong dibagi ya. informasi sekecil apapun dari kalian buat gua itu berharga, karena gua kasian sama anak anjing gua yang satu ini, soalnya kakaknya normal, cuma dia doang yang kalo jalan badan belakangnya keseret, jadi kayak suster ngesot, wkwkwk...

ini aja postingan kali ini thanks ;)

*bagi yang punya info, tolong comment di postingan ini, thanks*

Somewhere Only We Know - GLEE Cast

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know?

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know,

Somewhere only we know,

Somewhere only we know.

Saya Telah LULUS!!! (Indoneisan)

pagi ini, gua cuma mau menyatakan sesuatu, GUA LULUS!!! dan gua mulai jadi anak SMA, byebye junior high school and welcome senior high school wohoo!!! jadi anak SMA berarti juga banyak buat gua, gua mulai agak dibebasin, ada mobil, and mulai boleh lah pacaran, jadi gak harus ngumpet-ngumpet mulu kalo ama Theo wkwkwk~ aaah... udahlah, ini aja postingan gua di pagi hari ini... thanks!!!

ทุ้มอยู่ในใจ (re: Thûm nı cı) - อ๊อฟ BigAss - OST. Suckseed

Thai:

นี่คือทำนองแห่งความหลังระหว่างเรา

ได้ยินเมื่อไรยิ่งนึกถึงวันเก่า

เนิ่นนานแค่ไหน

แต่เพลงนี้ของเรา....ยังทุ้มอยู่ในใจ

เพลงแห่งความรักที่เธอร้องเป็นอย่างไร

วันที่เงียบเหงา

เธอจะคิดถึงเพลงของใคร

ตั้งแต่จากกัน

วันนี้เธอเป็นไง......ฉันอยากจะรู้

เมื่อนาฬิกามันไม่เคยขี้เกียจ

เดินและวันเวลาทำให้ทุกๆสิ่งเปลี่ยนไป

แต่ความทรงจำดีๆทุกอย่างยังคง...เก็บไว้

ยังคงมีแต่เธอ

เหมือนเดิมไม่เคยเปลี่ยน

ยังมีแต่เธอ

เหมือนเดิมไม่เคยเปลี่ยนไป

ยิ่งเวลาอ้างว้างทีไร ในใจก็ยิ่งโหยหา

ยังคงมีบทเพลง ของเราเมื่อวันวาน

ได้ยินเมื่อไร หัวใจยังเป็นอย่างนี้

ให้เวลามันหมุนไปนานเป็นปี

แต่เพลงนี้ยังทุ้มในใจ

วันที่ความฝันมันไม่เห็นเป็นอย่างใจ

กระเจิดกระเจิง ผิดๆเพี้ยนๆกันไปใหญ่

เพียงแต่อย่างน้อย

ฉันก็ยังชื่นใจ.......ที่เคยมีเธอ

ต่อให้เราไม่พบไม่เจอเป็นปี

เพลงนี้ยังทุ้มในใจ

Eng:

This is the melody of the past between us.Remember the old days when it heard.How long.But this song .... we are deep in my heart.Songs of love how you sing.Lonely day.She will think of one song.Since the same.How are you today ...... I want to know.When the clock has never been lazy.It is the walk and everything changed.But good memories ... everything is still stored.But she still has.The same never change.But she still has.The same never change.How lonely one more time. I'm more in the longStill lay Our yesterday.Heard when Heart to be like this.That time will disappear for a year.But this song still deep in my heart.It's not a dream at the very heart.Stray Distorted to the same wrong bigJust a little.I'm still happy ....... have you ever.We did not find to a year is not met.This track is also deep in my heart.

graduation is coming guys!!! (Indonesian)

YEAY!!! Graduation is right in front of my way, dan besoknya pengumuman uan!!! semoga gua lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan, amin!!! tapi besok graduationnya, aduuh dag-dig-dug serr banget rasanya, seneng bakalan graduation, tapi takut liat hasil pengumumannya, takut nanti ternyata malah hasilnya gak memuaskan ortu, kalo soal lulus siiih~ optimis lulus dong!!! tapi hasilnyaaa!!! aaah!!! i'm gonna be mad because of this!!!

jadi, besok pagi, gua bakalan maskeran seharian lagi, terus sorenya, apus masker, trus ke salon, creambath & cepol rambut, padahal rencananya mau gerai rambut, tapi takut kepanasan & ditegur -__-'' males bet berurusan lagi sama guru...

hmmm,, udah deh, ini aja postingan kali ini, pendek banget yaa,, hahaha...

salut d'amour,

Ezmeralda Pawan

Born This Way - GLEE

It doesn't matter if you love him or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient

Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

Get It Right - GLEE

Verse 1:

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Verse 2:
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Bridge:
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

15 to 16 (Indonesian)

hai semuanya, sorry gua gak bikin post apapun selama kurang lebih 4 hari. Gua pergi nginep dirumah nenek gua di jakarta, and disana gak ada komputer, jadi gak bisa internetan -_-" gua mau ceritain, kenapa bulan Mei ini tuh bikin gua jadi bokek, gua langsung KANKER!!! alias KANtong KERing. Soalnya, ada dua orang penting dalem hidup gua yang ulang tahun di bulan Mei yang sebenarnya gua saat-saatnya bokek, soalnya tengah bulan ulang tahunnya, yaitu:

My Lovely Boyfriend

15th May of 2011 is his birthday :)

Jadi, jam 12 malem tanggal 14 Mei itu gue begadang ditemenin Lovi (thank you Lovi :D) terus, gua dengan hati bimbang, bingung, dan... bingung, wkwkwk... gua pengen ucapin supaya jadi orang yang pertama ucapin, tapi, gua pengennya telpon dia, tapi gua sama sekali gak pernah telpon dia x( terus dengan keyakinan penuh dari Lovi (sekali lagi, terima kasih cinta :* wkwk) gua memberanikan diri buat telpon dia...

1 kali gua telpon jam 23:51...

gak diangkat...

2 kali gua telpon jam 23:51...

gak diangkat...

3 kali gua telpon jam 23:58...

di reject... x_x

gua langsung nangis bombay, gua kira dia marah sama gua, karena gua ganggu tidur dia ditengah malem begitu, Lovi menguatkan gua dengan bilang, mungkin dia kira itu alarm kali, dan akhirnya, gua memutuskan untuk tidur, tapi ada keajaiban :)

dia telpon balik gua >.< lebih tepatnya, jam 00.20 tapi karena gua terlanjur sakit hati dan gak mikir lagi, gua gak angkat telpon itu. Akhirnya jam 00:23 gua memutuskan buat telpon dia lagi dan... DIANGKAT!!! akhirnya, gua langsung ucapin HAPPY BIRTHDAY *\(^o^)/*  tapi cuma 58 detik, =.=" tapi gua berhasil jadi orang pertama yang ucapin happy birthday ke dia xD

My Beloved Mother

16th of May 2011 is her birthday

ya, hari ini mama gua ulang tahun, yang ke 24. EH!!! 42 tahun, tua-an kakak gua yang cewek dong, wkwkwk V^^V jadi hari ini kita ada pesta makan-makan, tapi gua gak suka keramaian, apa lagi kalo saudara-saudara gua yang berulah, mending gua mengurung diri dikamar -_-"

hah, udah deh, ini aja yang mau gua ceritain kali ini... see you on my next post ^.~V

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

T.I.R.E.D!!! Really... Really... Tired...

hai guys, T___T what a tiring day...

at 8 a.m. i must get ready to go to school, to have a meeting with Cika, Lovi, and Mr. Steven, to discuss about the stage and for the funds, after finishing the SMVC (Stella Maris Violin Community) Concert meeting, i must have another meeting with Edrina, Diera, Novi, Ian, and Melati at my house and talking about Pensi with auntie Enny wkwkwk ^^V and then, at 12 o'clock we have a lunch at auntie Selvy's little restaurant, and then we go to school again, walking! When we go to my house, we walking from our school to my house, and from my house to auntie Selvy's restaurant, we walking, and we go back to school, walking again!!! and then we arrived at school on 1 o'clock...

and then we must wait until 2.30 p.m.

we waiting for the grade 7th and grade 8th, to have a meeting...

we waiting...

waiting...

and,

still waiting...

finally 2.30 p.m. is come, and we have a meeting until 4 o'clock with the Pensi committee, and i watching Melati have a dance practice first, and i must go to auntie Selvy's again at 4.30 p.m. by, walking!!! maybe i can get 10.000 walk for today, i become healthy than before hahaha TwT thats why i'm really tired...

but, when i at home, i'm crying...

i'm crying because, when i see Melati dancing, and remember Yohana singing, i just remember about "his" text, he was said they are beautiful, but, he doesn't say, that i was much beautiful as them, he just say, he is liking me because, i have a beautiful eyes, and if i have a long hair, i was look beautiful, and if i more higher again, i was look beautiful. But, for now, i was not beautiful as them, that's what the reason i crying about for 30 minutes. TTwTT

BUT!!! I KNOW!!! CRYING IS NOT MAKE ANY PROBLEM FINISHED!!!

so, i bought  a basket ball, and on morning, i will go to school, to play basketball, just alone, after have a breakfast, and i will grown up my hair, and, at the graduation, i will use a wedges, i already have one, i bought , and i think, i will make me look higher than before :D why i really-really want to do this... because....

because, i love him...

i really-really love him, with all of my heart, my soul, and my life, i love him so much :*

that's why i really want to being a perfect person in his eyes :)

i think enough for today, see you at my another story...

salut d'amour,

Ezmeralda Pawan

New Day, with A New Hope

good morning everyone, did all of you have a nice dream? i hope so... :) i want to sharing about last night...

so...

last night, i have a texting with my friend, Timothy Alvin, we can called him, Timot, yes, and we talking about something, and about our plan for tomorrow (today) with Leon and Adin. We will play basketball again. Yeay \(^o^)/ hooray! and last night, i not just texting with Timot, but, there is still one another person...

with him x)

but, there is a problem...

the only one problem is from the mobile phone...

not the mobile phone, but the operator...

it was PENDING!!! arrgh! it was really disgusting! so last night, i can't have a great text with him, huhuhuhu ;( so, i must sleep until one o'clock for tonight, i want to have a great time with him tonight...

i think and i hope this is was enough for this morning...

have a nice day everyone

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

hmmmmm??!!!!??????

Hello guys, tonight, i want to tell you some things, not something... hehehe, i want to tell you, about my favorite oriental boy, and he's name is Ethan Ruan, or in his chinese name, is Juan Jing Tian or 阮經天. His birthplace is at Taiwan, and he was born on 8th of November 1982. Two more day after my birthday xD and he was an actor, and he this is his photo, that i got from googling :)

at his drama role, Fated to Love You

so serious,

but...

he's so cute in here!!!

and the next 4 is, his photo shoot with Joe Chen, his mate at Fated to Love You

they are really matching, Ethan is look handsome, and Joe look gorgeous :o

with their fans cute little baby...

hooo~ what a perfect couple!!! 

at their drama role, still the same title... ehehehe

at an interview from a Taiwan television

HE WON THE GOLDEN HORSE AWARD!!! xD

and the last one,

*drum's voice*

TA-DAAA~

did he look familiar???

i don't know why, but, i feel, he little bit look like, "someone"

hmmm...

okay, i think enough for this time, i want to have some texting with my boy V^//////////^V byebye... have a nice sleep or nice day everyone... see you

salut d'amour,

Ezmeralda Pawan