Born This Way - GLEE

It doesn't matter if you love him or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient

Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

Get It Right - GLEE

Verse 1:

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Verse 2:
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Bridge:
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

Reff:
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

15 to 16 (Indonesian)

hai semuanya, sorry gua gak bikin post apapun selama kurang lebih 4 hari. Gua pergi nginep dirumah nenek gua di jakarta, and disana gak ada komputer, jadi gak bisa internetan -_-" gua mau ceritain, kenapa bulan Mei ini tuh bikin gua jadi bokek, gua langsung KANKER!!! alias KANtong KERing. Soalnya, ada dua orang penting dalem hidup gua yang ulang tahun di bulan Mei yang sebenarnya gua saat-saatnya bokek, soalnya tengah bulan ulang tahunnya, yaitu:

My Lovely Boyfriend

15th May of 2011 is his birthday :)

Jadi, jam 12 malem tanggal 14 Mei itu gue begadang ditemenin Lovi (thank you Lovi :D) terus, gua dengan hati bimbang, bingung, dan... bingung, wkwkwk... gua pengen ucapin supaya jadi orang yang pertama ucapin, tapi, gua pengennya telpon dia, tapi gua sama sekali gak pernah telpon dia x( terus dengan keyakinan penuh dari Lovi (sekali lagi, terima kasih cinta :* wkwk) gua memberanikan diri buat telpon dia...

1 kali gua telpon jam 23:51...

gak diangkat...

2 kali gua telpon jam 23:51...

gak diangkat...

3 kali gua telpon jam 23:58...

di reject... x_x

gua langsung nangis bombay, gua kira dia marah sama gua, karena gua ganggu tidur dia ditengah malem begitu, Lovi menguatkan gua dengan bilang, mungkin dia kira itu alarm kali, dan akhirnya, gua memutuskan untuk tidur, tapi ada keajaiban :)

dia telpon balik gua >.< lebih tepatnya, jam 00.20 tapi karena gua terlanjur sakit hati dan gak mikir lagi, gua gak angkat telpon itu. Akhirnya jam 00:23 gua memutuskan buat telpon dia lagi dan... DIANGKAT!!! akhirnya, gua langsung ucapin HAPPY BIRTHDAY *\(^o^)/*  tapi cuma 58 detik, =.=" tapi gua berhasil jadi orang pertama yang ucapin happy birthday ke dia xD

My Beloved Mother

16th of May 2011 is her birthday

ya, hari ini mama gua ulang tahun, yang ke 24. EH!!! 42 tahun, tua-an kakak gua yang cewek dong, wkwkwk V^^V jadi hari ini kita ada pesta makan-makan, tapi gua gak suka keramaian, apa lagi kalo saudara-saudara gua yang berulah, mending gua mengurung diri dikamar -_-"

hah, udah deh, ini aja yang mau gua ceritain kali ini... see you on my next post ^.~V

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

T.I.R.E.D!!! Really... Really... Tired...

hai guys, T___T what a tiring day...

at 8 a.m. i must get ready to go to school, to have a meeting with Cika, Lovi, and Mr. Steven, to discuss about the stage and for the funds, after finishing the SMVC (Stella Maris Violin Community) Concert meeting, i must have another meeting with Edrina, Diera, Novi, Ian, and Melati at my house and talking about Pensi with auntie Enny wkwkwk ^^V and then, at 12 o'clock we have a lunch at auntie Selvy's little restaurant, and then we go to school again, walking! When we go to my house, we walking from our school to my house, and from my house to auntie Selvy's restaurant, we walking, and we go back to school, walking again!!! and then we arrived at school on 1 o'clock...

and then we must wait until 2.30 p.m.

we waiting for the grade 7th and grade 8th, to have a meeting...

we waiting...

waiting...

and,

still waiting...

finally 2.30 p.m. is come, and we have a meeting until 4 o'clock with the Pensi committee, and i watching Melati have a dance practice first, and i must go to auntie Selvy's again at 4.30 p.m. by, walking!!! maybe i can get 10.000 walk for today, i become healthy than before hahaha TwT thats why i'm really tired...

but, when i at home, i'm crying...

i'm crying because, when i see Melati dancing, and remember Yohana singing, i just remember about "his" text, he was said they are beautiful, but, he doesn't say, that i was much beautiful as them, he just say, he is liking me because, i have a beautiful eyes, and if i have a long hair, i was look beautiful, and if i more higher again, i was look beautiful. But, for now, i was not beautiful as them, that's what the reason i crying about for 30 minutes. TTwTT

BUT!!! I KNOW!!! CRYING IS NOT MAKE ANY PROBLEM FINISHED!!!

so, i bought  a basket ball, and on morning, i will go to school, to play basketball, just alone, after have a breakfast, and i will grown up my hair, and, at the graduation, i will use a wedges, i already have one, i bought , and i think, i will make me look higher than before :D why i really-really want to do this... because....

because, i love him...

i really-really love him, with all of my heart, my soul, and my life, i love him so much :*

that's why i really want to being a perfect person in his eyes :)

i think enough for today, see you at my another story...

salut d'amour,

Ezmeralda Pawan

New Day, with A New Hope

good morning everyone, did all of you have a nice dream? i hope so... :) i want to sharing about last night...

so...

last night, i have a texting with my friend, Timothy Alvin, we can called him, Timot, yes, and we talking about something, and about our plan for tomorrow (today) with Leon and Adin. We will play basketball again. Yeay \(^o^)/ hooray! and last night, i not just texting with Timot, but, there is still one another person...

with him x)

but, there is a problem...

the only one problem is from the mobile phone...

not the mobile phone, but the operator...

it was PENDING!!! arrgh! it was really disgusting! so last night, i can't have a great text with him, huhuhuhu ;( so, i must sleep until one o'clock for tonight, i want to have a great time with him tonight...

i think and i hope this is was enough for this morning...

have a nice day everyone

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

hmmmmm??!!!!??????

Hello guys, tonight, i want to tell you some things, not something... hehehe, i want to tell you, about my favorite oriental boy, and he's name is Ethan Ruan, or in his chinese name, is Juan Jing Tian or 阮經天. His birthplace is at Taiwan, and he was born on 8th of November 1982. Two more day after my birthday xD and he was an actor, and he this is his photo, that i got from googling :)

at his drama role, Fated to Love You

so serious,

but...

he's so cute in here!!!

and the next 4 is, his photo shoot with Joe Chen, his mate at Fated to Love You

they are really matching, Ethan is look handsome, and Joe look gorgeous :o

with their fans cute little baby...

hooo~ what a perfect couple!!! 

at their drama role, still the same title... ehehehe

at an interview from a Taiwan television

HE WON THE GOLDEN HORSE AWARD!!! xD

and the last one,

*drum's voice*

TA-DAAA~

did he look familiar???

i don't know why, but, i feel, he little bit look like, "someone"

hmmm...

okay, i think enough for this time, i want to have some texting with my boy V^//////////^V byebye... have a nice sleep or nice day everyone... see you

salut d'amour,

Ezmeralda Pawan

Wednesday Morning

hai guys, good morning :) i don't know what happen to myself, but maybe, it was because yesterday i re-design and post something at my blog again, after such a long time. and that was make me want to post something again, i know this is maybe just a little schedule activity about today, but i want to tell you more, a little secret :o

so...

today, this morning, i will play basketball with my friends, Leon and Adin (actually his name is Agustiadi Nuhendra, but when you call his little name is, Adi N. its complicated for me, so i call him, adin) hehehe ^^V

we play basketball at school, as you already know from the last post, i'm in a holiday, but, yeah, maybe you want to read the last one, so you will understand, what happen at these holiday. i don't know why, but, last night, i feel really-really want to play basketball, and finally i post it at my twitter, and Leon and Adin give a mention, and they say, they will play basketball to, so i join with them. i don't know, but i felt like, anything is going to be easier than before. i don't know what it means too to myself, but maybe i will be easier to get an A score for the violin test. hahahaha xD just kidding...

and just like my promise, i will tell you a little secret...

i think my activity today is still have a connection about this secret...

okay, you guys already know, i already have a boyfriend, and last night, i just read some text message, did he sent to me a few days or a few months ago, and i found one message that he tell me, i have a unique eyes, a beautiful one, and i will be look more beautiful if i have a long hair, and i already make it up. and, if i was taller, it was perfectly beautiful. maybe because he want to look i'm taller than before, so i choose basketball, and i like to play basketball too. and about long hair, i think, my hair will be like the past one (when my hair is almost at my arm) it was need about 6 months. maybe 3 months can reach the arm again, i hope so. so, i pray, if my hair grow faster, and faster, until it was reach my arm, or maybe a little more :p

why i want to do it...

because, i want to be a perfect person in his eyes...

there is still another 3 person, that he like to see at them, two of them are my friends, so, that why i want to do it in 3 month, it was before i start the senior high school. i want if he just look at me, and not to the others, i just want, there is only me in his eyes... and, this week i will have some face treatment, so i will have a better & beautiful face than before (i hope so) hahaha xD

i think enough for this time...

see you again at my next story,

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

OMG!!! It's being a long time ago

Sorry guys, i haven't post anything for almost 3 months, i must get ready for the final exams, and the exams has done!!! \^o^/ wohoo! and now i'm in holiday time, but just for a moment, i must get ready to receive the score, i hope i get an excellent score. Because, if i got a score under 4, i must repeat the 9th grade for another one year, and i don't wanna make it happen to me!!! >:o nooo~

Ok, enough for the reason...

Today i will, tell you about, my violin test, my activity during holiday (from 3 'til 20 May), and about my boy V^____^V hehehe

first, is my violin test, =____="

yes, i'm a newbie in violinist world, almost 2 year i learn to play violin, and, this June, i have a test to, i must play a song, my teacher already choose what song i must play, and i must play that song perfectly to get the A score TT3TT so, i practice almost everyday on this holiday -__-"a... the song i played is Theme from "Witches' Dance" it was a song made by a famous composer, Paganini, you can found this song at Suzuki Violin Book 2, yes, this is my first test, i'm still the beginner, but believe me, i can play Canon in D - Pachelbel nicely... that was because for the first year, we just have so many performance, but there is no a test. TT_TTa poor me

second, my activity during holiday

i'm not just practice for the violin test, i have 3 organization that i must work in there.

~first is a farewell party, i was the transportation section, and i must book and follow up about the transportation to the event be held. This is are yearly event from school, but we the organization not receive any asset to start this over! argh!!!

~second is the art festival, any school have art festival, or in Indonesia we know it as Pensi or Pentas Seni. We just receive 10 million rupiah from school, but to build the festival is we need almost 100 million rupiah. How do we get it enough!!?

~third is the concert, actually this concert was the violin test. But we still have another performace, and we must looking for some money again... .___.V

and, YES!!! ALL OF THESE ACTIVITY MAKE ME TOTALLY TIRED EVERYDAY!!!

third, about my boy...

yes, here we are, and, we are already celebrate our 6 months anniversary, wohoo~ and this month on 28th of May, we will celebrate again our 7 month anniversary, we are still a young couple ^w^V

but, i think to still together for 6 month at our age is really hard, sometimes we have a problem, but sometimes, he can make me flying to the sky *\(=u=)/* but, i still and more than before, i love him so much :*:*:* and just last afternoon, he said he love me for a (i don't know how much time he said i love you to me) time >////////<

OH yeah!!! and the last,

i want to say

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! :*

For those 4 people, that already give a comment at my comment box, and for my new followers thank you, hope you will enjoying my blog :)

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan