[will be] my next place to study - university

still discuss about my future place to study,, last post I tell about my choice for my senior high school... this time,, I will discuss about MY NEXT UNIVERSITY yeaaah !!!

[first choice] TOKYO NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF FINE ARTS AND MUSIC

(Tokyo Geijutsu Daigaku)

I choose this university because it was in Tokyo ^___^ my favorite town in the world,, FYI I was fall in love to Tokyo... I don't know how,, but I really really envy everytime I hear my aunt tell story about her activity when live in Tokyo for study... especially for music... even if I know,, Japan was the best on their technology,, but I think its not false if we try a country that we don't know the best category for education... hehe ^^"a

more information visit here http://www.geidai.ac.jp/english/index.html

[second choice] TOHO GAKUEN SCHOOL OF MUSIC

still in Japan but not it Tokyo... yes,, this university actually a private university,, and many Japanese famous people was born from this university... Romi Park are one of them,, Romi Park the famous seiyuu for Edward Elric,, Ryoma Echizen and many character are from Romi's voice... and this is why I choose Toho for my choice...

more information visit here http://www.tohomusic.ac.jp/ for the official website

and here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toho_Gakuen_School_of_Music in english language...

[third choice] GERMAN UNIVERSITY OF MUSIC

hmmm Germany,, as I know German is the best for they music academy... and a simple answer why I choose this university is,, I don't want to not use something that I already learn before... like Toho and Tokyo University,, I already learn to speak Japanese... and for Germany,, I get it if I choose Yayasan Musik Jakarta as my next school because on that school I got the subject for learn Germany...

more information visit here http://www.germanmusicuniversity.com/

[fourth choice] MANHATTAN SCHOOL OF MUSIC

yes this choice is too far from all choice,, Manhattan School of Music was on New York City... and my only one answer why I choose Manhattan it was because of Jonathan Koe,, my favorite Indonesian pianist... first time I saw him was on "Piano Concerto no 17 of Mozart and Requiem Op 48 of Faure's concert",, when he was playing... God I forget the song.. O___O"a okay,, and the second time is when he play Golliwogg's Cakewalk(Debussy) Children Concert on 13 March 2010 owh dear he really handsome and proffesional for his played... and yap !!! its the answer ^___^
more information visit here http://www.msmnyc.edu/

[fifth choice] INSTITUT SENI INDONESIA YOGYAKARTA

the answer is still same,, ITS ALWAYS BECAUSE A ''GUY'' remember the different of ''guy'' and ''gay'' hahaha... this time is a celloist name Eki Satria,, I know him on aubade in Jakarta on 17th of August 2010 owh dear,, he really handsome and a kind guy... how to know he was kind,, I was already have a good chat with him... and another answer is,, it was national university so not too expensive and it was still in Indonesia...

more information visit here http://isi.ac.id/main/

so guys~

can you tell me the good one for me ??? beside of the five choice to choose...

just drop your comment,, and feel FREE to do it okay ^__<.d

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

[will be] my next place to study - senior high school

this post is still continuing from my latest post~ ^^

it about my next school,, when I was graduated from my junior high school and being a senior high school student,, I already find out the best school for me...

[first choice] SEKOLAH MENENGAH MUSIK at YAYASAN MUSIK JAKARTA 

this is are the closest music school in place i live in... I choose this school to my choice,, because it was same with my talent on music (violin),, not too expensive,, and 2 of my friend will continuing on that school (Joy and Anto) Joy will choose piano,, and Anto... I think he will choose guitar for his future hehe v^^v and for me,, of course violin,, I can't play guitar as well as Anto,, and I can't play piano... hahaha so I choose to choice this school...

more information visit here http://sites.google.com/site/sekolahmenengahmusikymj/

[second choice] SEKOLAH MENENGAH ATAS NEGERI 3 JAKARTA

this is was a simple school... my brother and my father was study for senior high school in here... I think this is a really great school,, many famous Indonesia celebrity was from this school like Krisdayanti,, Memes, Addie MS,, Raffi Ahmad,, Denada,, Gilbert Lumoindong,, and many more~ and this is are nationaly school,, so not to expensive too... but the problem is,, THIS SCHOOL WAS TOO FAR FROM MY HOUSE !!! owh God,, and I was thinking my daily budget will too much,, and it make difficult my mother and my father,, owh I won't do that...

more information visit here http://www.sman3jakarta.com/site/

so... guys,,

which school should I choose ??? just drop your comment and feel FREE~ okey ^__<

salut d'amour

Ezmeralda Pawan

[don't know what to say]

hello everybody,, my followers,, and anybody who visited and see my blog... I don't know what is your comment about my blog,, and I hope my blog can be a good and inovative blog (I know I have a bad english grammar) its being a really really loooooong time for me for not post something in my blog... and FYI I feeling lonely with my blog... huhuhu so sad...

and I was already finish my mid test at school with really bad... its really bad,, I have know the question must be answered my word and sentences not by choice like a multiple choice,, I feel lucky and cant work it out really easy... and when the test is going around... I feel BLANK !!! I can't remember anything what I have learn last night... but God was too kind to His children,, He give me a brain to remember little by little what I have learn... and I can answered it even if not too right to the answers... aaah ~(OuO~) (~OuO)~  forget it... forget it... I want to spent my free week to refreshing ^o^

and yesterday,, I already get my week of refreshing,, I can cry loud as I want when I was have komsel at Yutta's house... I can loud the deepest feeling of my heart because,, Keke my friend is tell a story that was not far enough with my problem... and I think many people in the world was in a little bit the same problem as me as a child...

and I was thinking really hard,, which Senior High School should I choose ??? [look at newest post I will discuss about it] and I want to find a school where I can show up my talent,, on musical,, violin~

huuuh... I think enough for this time~ thank you...

Great Start with Greatest Friends

hey guys, you should know about this, on Tuesday, my friend, Joy, ask me to join with her Komsel*

and yesterday, when I still at school, I tell my another friend, (of course I have a lot of friend)...

Miki : "Diera, today I will join with you on the komsel."

Diera : "are you sure? Oh that was good (with the thumbs up)"

Miki : "ok, then, where and when the komsel will started?"

Diera : "today was at Joy's house, we start at 6.00 p.m."

Miki : "ok! I will come to Joy's house. Thanks Diera."

Diera : "(two thumbs up)"

so when 5.00 p.m. I come to Joy's house, why I come so fast, it because, many teenager that I never knew before, so if I can come more faster, I can introduce my self with one by one to them. And that's right ! I come to Joy's house, there just only Joy and Kezia or we can call she Keke, my classmate friend. The first people come to Joy's house is Keke, and then me, and the third is...

Lisa, she is the head of those komsel. Actually there was another head, but sometimes if kak Tommy (the head of these komsel) can't come, Lisa has to lead the komsel.

the fourth it was, Diera and Yutta, my classmate friend...

the fifth is Nadya or There, we can call both of them, because her name is Theresa Nadya, she was school at Ora et Labora, and she was 13th, same like me...

and then the sixth was Michelle, Deo, and Gerry. They're new in the komsel too.. execpt Michelle..

then, Jerusha and Tasia come...

the eight Anto was come,

and the last is Prilly...

after we share anything we can share to them (they will keep the secret of course) we go to Teras Kota, because Michelle haven't celebrate her birthday with the komsel after we eat at Wendy's we meet Revin and the gank (what the meaning of that???) and then, we meet Axel Julio and his friends, Axel is Keke boyfriend (hwahahaha) after we have happiness we go home... me go home with Lisa and Prilly. Actually Lisa's house was at Bintaro, but she's really really a kind people, she would take me home with her car... (thank you very much for your kindness Lisa) and then I change the clothes, and take a sleep..

Oh ! I will not forget anything happened yesterday... 3th of September 2010 was my Great Start with Greatest Friends... thank you very much guys...

* komsel = its like a teenager organization, we can share anything we feel to all of them, but its not to much people that join the komsel, just the Christian and Catholic people)

Its My Story About Broken Heart (Indonesian)

ternyata, sakit hati itu nggak enak,

rasanya mual,

sesak napas,

dan

sesuatu yang aku jaga selama ini,

seperti hancur berkeping-keping.

aku tidak bisa melakukan apapun,

sesuatu seperti mengikat tubuhku,

lemas,

tapi aku harus bertahan,

masih banyak hal-hal yang harus aku lakukan

tetaplah bertahan...

tapi,

sakit !

aku tidak memiliki kekuatan sebesar itu untuk menahan rasa sakit ini.

aku hanya ingin...

kembali seperti dulu,

dia melihatku,

dia berbicara padaku,

dia mendengar suaraku,

dan

menjadi milikku,

hanya milikku seorang...

tapi

penyesalan memang selalu datang terakhir,

aku menyesal

sudah membuat dia tidak lagi melihat ku

sudah membuat dia tidak lagi berbicara padaku

sudah membuat dia tidak lagi mau mendengarkan suaraku

sudah membuat dia menganggap aku mempermainkan perasaannya

hei

apakah kau tahu,

hidupku tanpamu itu

hampa,

rasanya seperti mati,

 aku sendiri tidak tahu, apakah aku ini masih hidup atau sudah mati ?

hidupku tanpamu

hanya seperti...

sebagian kecil dari surga

(A Little Piece of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold)

make by me, from me, to you... my ex-boyfriend

hope you read my post and understand what I'm feel on the past, now, and the future... its still the same,

I still love you, with all of my heart...

Ezmeralda Pawan